6.9.05

time

things that you've left undone,
become things you will never have the chance to do again;
time passed -
the world has changed -
you have changed -
there are new challenges to be met,
and the old ones must remain regrets.

how many times have i wished i could redo these six years again, and learn things properly? how many times have i said or done something, or not said or done something, that i wish i could go back and change? too many... and in a blink of the eye we will be graduating. no more uni student freedom; no more excuses for not knowing; no more luxury of wagging something knowing it won't matter too much.

back in the swing of things: standing around in corridors waiting for things to happen; eating crappy lunches in hospital cafeterias; feeling tired at the beginning of the day; too many things on the to-do list and not enough motivation to do anything. this is a sad state of affairs. i need a mind trick to fix my malaise...

you fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way...
plans that either come to naught,
or half a page of scribbled lines...

- pink floyd

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Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

well... all of them always say somehow, we'll all get there...i hope it's true...motivation is definitely a wierd wierd thing... not there for the right things when we want it...

maybe u're missing the ballarat air and people, u do look tired...!

-xiang-

Anonymous said...

baby jesus is still crying.

lookingfortrouble said...

No more sad songs for you, dude.
Join the club of wanting to have done it all right the first time around instead of..what I've done.
We need that hypnotherapy on tape is what we need..
"Wasting time is an important part of life" said a sign along the road.. They're right. Hopefully we'll always have time to waste, or make time to waste.