- with a series of weekend lectures that threatens to overwhelm me,
- tense trainees, eyes rimmed with lack of sleep, debating minutiae,
- frantically trying to form study groups and organise study sessions,
- downloading lectures, signing up to journals i know i'll never read,
- not knowing, worried about not knowning, worried about worrying,
- feeling guilty guilty guilty about everything and anything but still
- spending endless hours procrastinating on facebook and wikipedia,
- laughing at horror stories about med reging in the country but
- knowing that it'll be me soon
time for more coffee.
another customer arrives at the hotel alfred