its annoying having to prepare for exams at the same time. all i want to do is break down people's discomfort into discrete, treatable symptoms; talk away the family's fears and guilt about their loved one's dying in family meetings; dive into clinical research and learn about new exciting drugs; eat free drug-rep lunches perched on a ledge at the back of various multi-disciplinary gatherings; do a few tummy and pleural taps here and there. ahh... bliss! is it wrong to feel this way? am i just finding new ways to procrastinate? am i just trying to convince myself that this is still what i want to do, having been away from it all for a couple of years?
i don't care. im looking forward to going to work tomorrow. something i haven't felt like doing for a long time.