30.4.09

comfortably numb

they have propped my head between the pillow and the sheet cuff
like an eye between two white lids that will not shut.

stupid pupil, it has to take everything in.

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my husband and child smiling out of the family photo;
their smiles catch onto my skin, little smiling hooks.

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they are subtle: they seem to float, though they weigh me down,
upsetting me with their sudden tongues and their color,
a dozen red lead sinkers round my neck.

- extracts from "tulips" by sylvia plath

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