14.8.05

in between days

and i know i was wrong
when i said it was true
- the cure

transition. my life is changing. thinking doing feeling. where does my heart call home? how should i relate to others? what do i look forward to? i have become a lot less idealistic and more focused on the now. a younger me (even three years ago) would say i'm selling out, stopped dreaming, lost perspective. i don't know... constantly looking at the bigger picture has left me lost. maybe it's time to try a new tactic!

reading a good book at the moment: bev aisbett's taming the black dog. easy to read, plenty of doodles, tackling depression - it's better than moodgym!

1 comment:

lookingfortrouble said...

Perhaps it just gets more confusing because we're getting to the point where we actually have to make decisions. Before we might have thought we could have it all. Now we come to realise we may have to give some things up.