waiting... again

shit has it really been a month already?! it feels as if ive barely started! sure ive stumbled through a few short cases and made a fool of myself messing up a couple of longs, but theyre merely test runs, before i really get stuck into it, before i get serious about the whole thing, before...

sigh. here we go again. perpetually preparing myself. and then just making do when it comes down to it. the life of a procrastinator.

only eleven weeks to go.